Whine post.

I'm hungry. I have to clean our entire apt which is trashed because of all the funerals and going out of town I have had zero desire to clean. I have a quilt that I was making my sister that was laid out on the floor to be sewn together and my dog and cat ran all over it and destroyed it and i still haven't picked that up from yesterday. My uncle is coming in to town tonight to stay with us and I have no idea how long he's staying but even a couple of hours is too long right now because he is a terrrrrrible alcoholic and I do NOT feel like dealing with him as he is just about to go home and get back to his normal life right after his girlfriend AND his dad's funeral in the last 4 weeks. I have to grocery shop today and I couldn't feel any less like doing it. I'm annoyed that I haven't found a job yet in the little time that I've been looking. My damnn period hasn't started yet. (Feel free to look at my chart if you wish my chart ) I have all of these books that I want to read and for some reason I haven't had time to start reading any of them. We need to rent a carpet cleaner and we were planning on doing it tomorrow morning and splitting the cost with our friends who live in our apt complex who also wanted to clean their carpet, but we won't be able to do that with my uncle here. I don't want to baby sit him, I'm too young to deal with all that crap. I'm not strong enough for all of this stuff and after all these people dying I feel like I'm completely beaten down. I have no energy and no desire to do anything. I'm also thinking that instead of hypothyriodism, I might just have a terrible case of stress. But wait, my temps are super low, so maybe it's both. In the last year and a half I have been through so much crap with my IL's and loved ones dying and I just don't think I can handle one more thing dropped on my plate. I really need to get my sister's quilt done.