I can't imagine this pain for other people. I need to stop watching tv because everywhere I look there is a small child or a mother loving on her child. I always wanted to be a mom and in the back of my mind I always felt like it wasn't going to happen.
It sure isn't going to happen with me on birth control either!
I'm trying to concentrate all of my efforts on trying to lose weight now.
It's weird that I'm missing Michigan again lately. I think about it a lot and where we're going to live and what we're going to do if we ever were to move back there. Since Jack's parents have turned around I've really longed a bit more to be back home. I know that right now this is the best thing for us.
Jack has been getting our vehicles ready for winter this week.
I've been working on a couple scarves. I finished one a few days ago and started another one for my mom. I'm not sure if she's going to like it, the more I get into it, the more I feel like my sister would like it better.
I'm not sure what I'm going to do with this scarf, but it's my first of many I'm sure. What do you think?
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I like the scarf! I've been knitting more lately, and a scarf will probably be my next project (my current one is dishcloth-I thought I'd start on something easy).
I know it's hard, but could distracting yourself help with the baby fever? Maybe you could plan a big craft project and throw yourself into it? Again, although I don't understand exactly what you're going though, its gotta be hard and you are in my thoughts!
thanks babe!! that's kinda what I'm trying to do!! I will just keep posting pictures of my scarves lol. Jack's cousin who is my age and my favorite family member of his is 21 weeks pregnant with a girl right now, so I have that afghan to make and his other cousin's wife is pregnant with a boy and her shower is November 2nd, so it looks like I'm not going to be having a blanket done in time for that lol. OOPs.
Well, you still have 2.5 days or so....lol.
lol.... yeah I'm screwed
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