So I went in to class tonight not wanting to go at all. I barely did my homework, I just couldn't get into it. I had to come up with a word image that I felt represented me and I wrote two sentences about how I felt I was like a puppy and that I was loyal and loving and no matter how badly I was mistreated I would still keep coming back for more loving.
Usually we spend 20 minutes tops on each person... Today, I volunteered to go first since I thought mine would be over fast. It went on for a good hour and 20 minutes. No joke. I got grilled and ripped in two and they dug and prodded and questioned me until I knew exactly why my view was the way it was and I pinpointed it down to the exact thing in my life that shaped and molded every other friendship and relationship I've ever had.
It all came down to my dad not picking my mom over his parents and not being loyal to him. All of the many many best friends I've had in my life have all fallen into that same pattern somewhere down the line of not picking me and we have drifted apart.
It was a big issue with my whole issue with Jackie Lee's parents too. Holy moly I feel beat up!
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