I was just sitting here minding my own business and "Grandpa H" keeps signing on and off of yahoo messenger. Finally someone IM's me and says "Hi it's aunt..." Eventually I ask her how she is and all that and she says it's getting better. Finally I tell her that it sure isn't easy watching "Grandpa H" sign on and off all day long and how it makes my stomach drop a little bit each time it happens.
I just want to crawl into a hole and sleep.
I thought I was doing okay but now I am just so overwhelmed. And I'm not even around any family.
I'm just sooooooooo I don't even know.
SAD.
I need a break from life for a little bit.
"Grandpa H has gone offline" just flashed on the top of my screen.
I'm going offline too Grandpa.
God how my heart breaks for my Dad and his 4 brothers, especially my uncle Jim who just lost his girlfriend 2 weeks ago. And my Aunt... who watched both of her parents die in the last 17 months.
I know Romans 8:28 to be true, but some days are harder than others.
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
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