9 DPO

I'm 9 dpo today. JL and I went to sleep at 11 last night after me sleeping ALL day yesterday. It was awesome. I was super tired for some strange reason, so I woke up, showered around 10am and then drove to Oshvegas to give JL his wallet and go to lunch with him, then I came home and went to sleep until about 6:30pm and then stayed up until 11 and slept until 8am today. All the sleep felt great!

I feel sick this morning, which is normal for me during my LP. I hate phantom baby symptoms. Four more days until I am going to test. I'm wondering if I should test before that time or after that day... because the 6 month marker isn't going to be a fun day to get a BFN. Whatever, no day is fun to get a BFN.

I'm trying to get JL to go to the gym with me to work out in the mornings since we can't seem to keep on a schedule at night, but he refuses!!! It is super frustrating.

I need to lose weight but I don't know how to do it. I wanted to be a size 4 as my pre-pregnant size, not a size 12. I need to lose 4 sizes in the next three months if I don't get pregnant this cycle.